2.13.2009

they will make your name sing, or the world smells of chocolate. or the sky is calling. or tomorrow will not be so bad. or (sigh, a ring by spring)















listening: bobby dupea//jack's mannequin//nada surf//blue october//margot & the nuclear so & sos
reading: teaching to transgress//bell hooks

note worthy:
  • i got my ring (pop) by spring.
  • i picked up 1 of 2 reference letters
    (working on resume' for the last one)
  • i was wished "happy valentines day" by a class of 6th grade ESOL students (so sweet).
  • I got to give my valentine a present. (:

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the hardest thing for me to do is to get up in early in the morning (any time before 11 is early these days). i have a hard time sleeping, i guess because i'm sick, so i wake up often during the night (even if i take meds.), so that shoots my sleep all the bits. i'm sad, because i really like to sleep; if you had asked me last week what i liked to do, i would have told you sleep. but now it's not the case, because sleep doesn't like me, so it's futile to like sleep.

this morning was the second morning in a row that i had to get up before 8 (torture, pure torture) to go to a school. Yesterday, it was for a school observation assingment, but today it was to pick up a reference from a teacher that i worked with a couple of semesters ago and LHS. being in his class taught me a great deal about ESOL and the struggles that teachers face with those students, but how rewarding it can be when your students succeed at the things you are teaching them. he has since left LHS and moved to SHMS where he teaches middle grades ESOL, i walked into his 6th grade class and he let me talk with the children and let them ask me questions: where do you go to school, what grades do you want to teach, what subject, do you want to teach ESOL (my favorite question) how long have you been in school, do you speak more than one language, do you want to learn languages (another favorite), have you been out of America (since the whole class came from other countries: mexico, peurto rico, columbia, brazil, spain, portugal, texas) , where's the first place you want to go when you leave america (italy). They were really sweet, and full of questions, the q&a went on forever! but that was good, b/c they were interested and talking (in english).



tonite: it's movie in the park ("cinderella man") and flight of the conchords.

tomorrow: farmers market and reading on blankets.

for the cynic/for the loved

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one of my newest obsessions is making playlists.
so tonight, i decided to make a couple in honor of valentines day (since i promised myself i wouldn't write a pathetic blog about love).

for the cynics:

breaking my heart//aqualung
the boy who blocked his own shot//brand new
therapy//t-pain
how to say goodbye//paul tiernan
congratulations//blue october
lover i don't have to love//bright eyes
you could be happy//snow patrol
nicest things//kate nash
you don't know me at all//ben folds
grace is gone//dave matthews band
i go all to pieces//ray lamontagne
uninvited//alanis morissette
just another suck one the vine//tom waits
we are nowhere and it's now//bright eyes
sing for absolution//muse
glorious ballad of the ignored//pas/cal
why does my heart feel so bad//moby
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for the loved:

i want to hold your hand//the beatles
before cologne//ben folds
first day of my life//bright eyes
marching bands of manhattan//death cab of cutie
i get a kick out of you//frank sinatra
oh, it is love//hellogoodbye
we were made for each other/you can breathe now//jack's mannequin
all i want is you//barry polisar
brown, brown, brown//paul baribeau
piazza, new york catcher//belle and sebastian
birds//kate nash
i melt with you//modern english
take me there//rascal flatts
i will be your lover too//bobby dupea
watermelon sugar//the robot ate me
wedding dress//sam amidon
madly//tristan prettyman


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